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I have never blogged so I am not sure how this is going to turn out. If you guys have been following my thread in whatnots titles Feeling like crap you will understand whats been happening so far. I am starting to feel a bit better but its still tough for me to tell this new guy Josh to come get me for a week or 2. Josh lives about 2 hours away a bit closer then my ex who is 4 hours away. I honestly don't know what to do about any of this right now. I would like to spend some time with this new guy and see if we click and can get along with each other better then I did with my ex and see if he treats me better then my ex when we are together or not. I was honestly thinking of removed the character in my novel that's based on my ex or if I should keep them in and just Sorta end their life at some point in the story. *sniffles softly* You may see me doing a lot of emoting in these posts as well so just a heads up in that regard. Go ahead and leave comments on here and I will try to answer any questions you guys may have. I could also use some advice here on what to do as well. So any comments like those will be a great help to me. Ok I think this will be the end of this post but keep your eyes peeled for more in the future.

*sniffles softly as tears flow from my eyes* I can not stop thinking about my ex and its driving me insane. Its hard to move on when your mind is stuck to one person. I honestly do want to move on and find that special someone buts its so hard right now.

 

Your feelings will resolve themselves over time. You know what they say about time healing all wounds ... it does, but there's no magic wand that lets you skip the process either.

You'll be okay.

 

I am well aware of that Gaear I have been posting to help me get things in order and to be able to get stuff off my chest as well as being able to think at the same time.

 

That's good.

 

Had a rough emotional attack earlier after reading a a particular part in a love series online. I just wanted to curl up and cry for an hour or 2 and thats what I did. Guess I am still healing. It has been a couple of months since the breakup. *sighs* He has just ignored and avoided me this entire time. I haven't tried contacting him in a while but I do still keep looking at a few of his accounts online and his new boyfriends accounts as well. I guess I haven't gotten over him yet. I am in the reflection phase of the breakup where things are fuzzy but as I think over it all things start coming clear as other things that were clear become fuzzy again as new insight comes to me on it. I have been trying to meet new people so i can get some friends and mabe something comes out of one of them in the future. I am not really dating right now even tho I have gone to lunch with one person in the area. I have posted on a few sites stating that I am looking for friends and mabe more if something comes out of the relationship.

 

Sorry about your bad time.

Just a blog suggestion here: you may want to post new blog entries for your updates rather than reply to an old entry. It may be less likely that people will see replies, since I don't think you don't get a 'new blog entry' notification for them on the boards.