Random Babbling Post #89

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Well my Easter holiday has sucked huge amounts of something very foul and disgusting

I have had 1 day to myself and am due to have another very soon (although I have homework to do during it)....this is out of 2 weeks, I'm so nackered and damn well stressed.

Last night I had the weirdest thing happen, I remember getting up out of bed (I hadn't been asleep) to get a drink, and then I don't remember anything...the next thing I remember was waking up in my chair, I didn't even go get my drink. I don't like not remembering things, my memories bad enough without bits of my life going missing.

Anyway I could rant on forever about how sucky my life has gotten, but I'll leave it at that. On a lighter note I finally got around to buying Shadow of the Collosus for the PS2, and its A-mazing, awesome...loving it every second I play it

 

@Saber - From experience, just tell the therapist what he/she wants you to say. It'll buy you time to figure yourself out for yourself. I tried therapy a couple times, ending up in a cycle of:

Therapist: Why are you here?
Me: I'm depressed and need some help.
Therapist: What do you want me to do for you?
Me: Uh, help me?
Therapist: Help you with what?
Me: If I knew that, I wouldn't be here.

You might find Eliza just as "helpful".

 

Don't be so quick to dismiss therapy, I know a good deal of people who'd most likely be six feet under if it wasn't for therapy. If you're honest and straightforward with whoever you're seeing it can be quite productive (I'm not someone who's speaking without experience as an out-patient). Living without being "fixed" just becomes more and more miserable as life goes on (college is when the bottom drops out for most), you'll thank yourself more likely then not, down the road, if you get help now.

 

Commissair: "If you will not fight, then you will serve on the fireing line!"

I executed a lot of men during my campain... Cowards!

 

Wow, missed a lot of spam.

Bad schedule!

/me punishes Crackberry

/me smacks poster below me with it

 

The apartment is stuffed full of wedding gifts. It's making my wife pretty cranky because it's all cluttered. I guess it's time to move to a bigger place. I hate moving, although it's better than a grouchy wife.

 

I think you've found the only woman in the whole world who doesn't like presents

The letter O keeps slipping into things I write on here

 

2 Advil, a 12oz can of Mt. Dew, a daily "performance" multi-vitamin, and a foot rub usually gets rid of any headache. The hard part is, convincing my wife to rub my feet.

 

April 11th 7:40
Flix's room

I just woke up and found that I'm up way to early, my only class it at 10:00. I grabbed a cigarette and stared into the computer. I said to myself «Entertain me, BOM».

 

/me tries to juggle three squirrels for Ofelix

Hey, they're chewing my fingers! Stop that...! No, don't go inside my clothes, you little.... Ow! That hurt! I told you to... Gods, the pain! Why? Why did you have to chew that? Ow!

 

I had a strawberry marshmellow stuffed chocolate Easter bunny for Easter. It kinda made me sick +_+

Hehehe Jiro's character in Hana Kimi thinks he's gay. So entertaining and hilarious!

 

heheh made me laugh Montresor and Colthrun

 

Resisting the urge to watch more episodes of Bleach. >.<'' Hitsugaya is cool. Actually most of them are kinda cool -just not as cool as Histugaya. ^^

 

I hate SQL coding.

On a different note, the Peppers concert is only about 43 hours away now. Cant wait!

 

Late to Saber . . . give it a try, might help. Fixing things yourself is harder than it seems - I speak here as a with many years of trying various fixes on self, then turning to various professionals for help.

On a lighter note - maybe my mistype to my colleagues means I really do have cereal for brains.

Picked up two empty plastic eggs in the parking lot on the way in to office this morning. Egg hunts are over, aren't they?

 

Nothing better than waking up in a depressive state and finding out your hubby has a similar problem.

I ask to use the car today to drop off books at the library, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! The in-laws can do *that*, nevermind the fact I want to get more books.

 

must . . . finish . . . state . . . taxes . . .

 

My best friend gave me a nice bottle of wine yesterday...do you think 9:47am is too early to have a glass? Its for medicinal purposes only...

 

Rule number 1 - Booze should be enjoyed any damn time you want to.

Well, six hours of French today. Good thing I stacked on Jolt... never mind the fact that the exam is like, well, tomorrow.

Blargh. Can I kill myself now?

/me brandishes PHP +3 vs Idiots

How about THAT?