Random Babbling Post #85

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Eganios,

Suicide is so hard and bewildering for those left to cope with it. I think people ruminate about it and begin to think of it as a great solution for the problems they themselves perceive - and sometimes get very methodical about it. A chaplain at one of the local hospitals told me those he talked to always saw it as a way to end pain - even if no one but them saw the pain.

That's not much help, I know. Just hang in with your friend and his family. The worst thing is to be facing this and have all your "friends" vanish. Just show up and listen and listen and listen - and from your posts I'd say you're already doing that.

Bless you all.

 

And this is why Kitrax is not getting any *and* sleeping on the couch tonight!

 

Shell, it's been a long time since I wore actual, real-fit jeans. Elastic waist for me - no, not always, but once you're over the hill it solves the it-fit-me-just-yeterday problem, which I remember all too painfully.

We do need to get the gray hair on top of that emoticon. I'm gray but not so old I've started on a beard and I still have my teeth. Well, most of them.

 

Our whole household has had the stomach flu for two days so everybodies cloths are much looser at the moment.

 

Failure has a rather bitter taste at first, but you eventually get used to it. *shrugs*

I've decided to take it easy this week, and bother with that exam when the time comes. Failure sucks, but I have to soldier on nontheless. And maybe being in a fresh state of mind will help, hell, I don't know.

For now, let's just chill out with my favorite combo.

 

I'm going out again tonight, but I'm absolutely cream crackered. Proper, proper tired. I can't see lots of drink, me having the habit of being emotional when tired, and 2 girls in town who I like mixing here. I think I'll do my level best to sty sober and get home early, for the first time... ever...

 

So, yeah. My girlfriend doesn't call me back, and is always doing stuff, and can't do stuff with me. It's getting frustrating. I like her, I like her a lot. But other than classes. I never see her! I try, I try, but it never works. I am getting tired.

 

Dalamar, it sounds like there is something going on that maybe you are not ready to admit to yourself.

 

Gonna watch a movie tonight.

Dalamar - Sounds like you're about to get dumped. *hugs*

 

Looks like the end, Dalamar.

A quick spam break before returning for a couple item runs in good old Diablo 2.

 

Good morning, afternoon and night SP's. The tempreature is going up again here.

 

I seriously need sleep. My head wants to explode, I've been so high yesterday I feel real weird today, I've had about four hours of sleep, and I've just had the weirdest and spooky conversation with my girlfriend. I need sleep

 

Hehe, just stopped my D2 items run. Interestingly enough, I stumbled TWICE upon the *same* UNIQUE item.

Meh, as Falstaff would say, sleep is for the weak of will.

 

I feel a twitch in a muscle just below my right eye.

In other news, I cleaned out my briefcase now that I no longer teach the young men on Sundays. It's much lighter now...

 

Lan gameing Warcraft III DoTA (thats "Defence of The Ancients" for the uninformed) maps with my Brother. We are equaly matched so they never get dull.

 

Planar Chaos prerelease!

Come on Red Akroma!

 

I had a block of Edam for breakfast

 

I'm hung over and have lots of revision to do. Oh and I have a long scratch down the side of my leg that I have no idea how I got.... alcohol does'nt pay.

 

>_>

Hmmm...my laptop battery is about to die. Spam will have to come later.