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Kitrax's Goodbye

Discussion in 'Sorcerous Sundries' started by Kitrax, Nov 1, 2010.

  1. Caradhras

    Caradhras I may be bad... but I feel gooood! Veteran

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    yeah, and it still bugs me when I see a pic of his guns appear in the random album pictures on the forums index with the title "fun stuff".
     
  3. Splunge

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    Me too...
     
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    Still hurts to think of him. :(
     
  5. T2Bruno

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    It doesn't "bug" me but it does intensify the feeling of remorse (or loss or helplessness ... I don't know exactly). But I said back then and I still feel now that the guns were a part of who Kitrax was -- I would rather remember him as he was than block out the uncomfortable parts.

    I personally don't agree with the whole "guns don't kill people" line of BS, but in this case Kitrax died because he didn't get the help he needed. And that's the most tragic part of all.
     
  6. Marceror

    Marceror Chaos Shall Be Sown In Their Footsteps Adored Veteran Pillars of Eternity SP Immortalizer (for helping immortalize Sorcerer's Place in the game!) Torment: Tides of Numenera SP Immortalizer (for helping immortalize Sorcerer's Place in the game!) BoM XenForo Migration Contributor [2015] (for helping support the migration to new forum software!)

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    The gun was incidental. One of a thousand ways he could have accomplished his goal. There's no reason to hold a grudge against the weapon in this case, IMO.
     
  7. Gaear

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    With all comments acknowledged, I think it would be best if we didn't turn this thread into a debate/referendum on ... anything really. :2c:
     
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  8. Caradhras

    Caradhras I may be bad... but I feel gooood! Veteran

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    Remember.
     
  9. Marceror

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    Just went through the first 7 or 8 pages of this thread again, and am tearing up at my keyboard. Not because I knew Kitrax well, because I didn't. But because of how profoundly unnecessary this tragedy was.

    Thanks for the bump Caradhras, and howdy to you.
     
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    Damn, I hadn't realized Kit was gone. I guess a lot has happened in the years I was away.

    I know what it's like, wanting to end your life. I hope he found peace in the end.
     
  11. CelticDream

    CelticDream I play well with others... others, not you

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    Hard to believe it's been four years already, damn. I barely knew him but every time I think of this, remembering how much his passing touched us all and how senseless it was, it tears me right back up again.
     
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  12. Marceror

    Marceror Chaos Shall Be Sown In Their Footsteps Adored Veteran Pillars of Eternity SP Immortalizer (for helping immortalize Sorcerer's Place in the game!) Torment: Tides of Numenera SP Immortalizer (for helping immortalize Sorcerer's Place in the game!) BoM XenForo Migration Contributor [2015] (for helping support the migration to new forum software!)

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    Yep, time sure does fly. Nice to see you drop in CD, even if it was for this very sad subject.
     
  13. CelticDream

    CelticDream I play well with others... others, not you

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    I'm trying to come back. Things have just been really hectic for me the last few years.
     
  14. Hacken Slash

    Hacken Slash OK... can you see me now?

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    Wow, I've been away a long time. It's a little wrenching to come back for a visit on a lark and find this thread.

    RIP, Kit.
    Bravo SP
     
  15. Silvery

    Silvery I won't pretend to be your friend coz I'm just not ★ SPS Account Holder Adored Veteran

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    Almost 5 years now. Still crazy :(
     
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  16. Caradhras

    Caradhras I may be bad... but I feel gooood! Veteran

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    5 years today.
     
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    Very sad.

    Not that it changes what happened but I see the class of many the people here in their posts.
     
  18. Caradhras

    Caradhras I may be bad... but I feel gooood! Veteran

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    I can't believe it's been nine years.
     
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